It’s finally July! I got my regents back, and I didn’t do so well on them, but oh well. I got a 59 on my Physics (yikes lol), a 77 on my Italian, and an 84 on my English. I’m rather please, haha 
I’ve decided to capitalize everything now…because I’m like that! I don’t know, argh. My mom signed me up for a reading class that is only five weeks long, and once a week, so it’s not that bad. It’s every Monday and since tomorrow’s Monday…well, I haven’t started doing my homework yet.
Also, I lost my job this summer, the one where I work as a camp counselor at a kids day camp every year. I didn’t go to either of the two required orientations, so my boss said I couldn’t work 
Luckily, I can work next summer, since I’ve worked at the camp before. Just not this time…which kind of sucks, since I need the money and I was JUST about to get $8 per hour. I work ten hours every day, and eventually the cash adds up. Don’t ask me why I didn’t go to orientation…too embarrassing, even though it totally wasn’t my fault (was my sister’s, I swear). But I think the thing that bothers me the most about not working at the camp this summer is that I promised my friend that I would work there this time, and she wasn’t going to. And I was going to be in her group…but she’s alone! She’s pretty pissed at me I feel really bad about her having to work with no point in really working (except for the $$$, but that’s beside the point). As for me, my boss (who’s a pretty chill guy) felt bad and he hooked my sister and I up at another place to set up some stuff. The lady in charge called me and wasn’t too specific…but whatever. At least it’ll be something I can do this summer – I have been so BORED. I will be starting that job tomorrow. The hours will be shorter, and I’m actually not even sure if I’m going to be paid. It might just be volunteer work, lol.
I also haven’t started working on my portfolio, which I know I totally need to. I’ve contacted SNEEZE about this, but she hasn’t started setting up the kiln yet. So I’ll talk to her about this…SOON, I hope. I realllyreallyreallyx342041 need to start this. Like OD Speaking of volunteer work, I’ve been busy hunting down lots of it. I hope I get through to some people about working for them, because that will look good on my resume also! And I think some is required for college. Oh, the things I have to do before I graduate. I wish I could just press forward and skip to a life of success, cash, and happiness. But of course that would be cheating. And it would find a way to bite me back in the ass. Because karma is no doubt obviously a bitch. I need a cupcake.
So I’m done updating this sad blog (but I still love writing it <3) and pouring out my emotions. I’ll find another way to deal with my stress. But in the meantime, this will have to do. I can’t believe it’s July…time is going way too fucking fast. I hope I don’t cry. BUT I’M NOT EMO, I SWEAR
