back from skiing. December 28, 2008

well, i tried snowboarding. that fucking hurt. i’m aching all over, and i didn’t even try. i went skiing the first day i arrived at destination and then i went to a different slope. i tried snowboarding there and everything was awful. i even took the lessons the lodge provided and i failed at that too, haahha. but i suppose it was worth it. it was still quite fun. but i woke up the next day (this morning) and my body was like JFDOIEJFOE. and it still is! i didn’t even go to the mountains today. our hired driver (because my parents are too cranky to drive us all around) drove us to several outlets on the way back home and that wasn’t so bad. i drank a lot of coffee on the trip and saw THE TALE OF DESPERAUX the first night. it was really cute. i love mice/rats. hence my weblog name.

well, i should start studying for my SATs, as i have not yet started. and…i’m too lazy. i want to watch a movie. except. SNL starts in an hour. and my sister’s banging on the piano. BLAGH. alright, i ttyl! byee.

SKI TRIP TMRW! :D December 24, 2008

so, i’m going skiing tomorrow. and it’s gonna be fun. today’s the first day of break. and it’s like, almost over. i failed my math test. really badly. and it’s so weird. because i studied a LOT. and i also thought i did really well, too. ah well.

so anyway. i’m leaving tomorrow and it’s for three days. i can’t wait. i also got a new phone! it’s mad fun, lol. ahhh, i don’t ever want this vacation to end. it’s too much fun. i ate a lot of chocolate yesterday too, hahaha.

ohh i went ice skating with SNEEZE yesterday! it was fun, though the skate rink people were really mean to us, because we didn’t have a lock and they were making us pay for a locker, etc. we’re going somewhere else next time. the rink was also near CURSE’S place, so we asked her to come eat dinner with us, but DAKAWU was asleep on her couch and her parents wanted her help with christmas decor. ahh also, CURSE and DAKAWU are going on a trip together for three days, and they’re leaving the 26th. and SNEEZE went up to her countryhouse this morning and she’s supposed to be back the 26th. and i’m either coming back the 27th or 28th. wow, we run together well, no?

well, i must finish packing. my mom’s making my sister and i go see some concert at FLAHNAGAY tonight at like, 6. i don’t understand why…

t000dl35!

winter vacation. THREE MORE DAYS! :D December 21, 2008

well, technically…today’s saturday. and tomorrow being sunday will be the first of the three days. then there’s monday. then tuesday. then WINTER VACATION. holla!

so for christmas, my friend SHVENEE gave me those ferrero rocher chocolates (3 by 4) as a christmas present and they were super good. i gave most of them to other people though. ahh, how i love chocolate. so, in return, i’m going to give her a pouch that i knitted! and i’m giving the same thing to others. as well as candy canes, i suppose.

anywho, i have to take SAT prep classes at HALVAN, and i found out that CURLS was in my class! and it’s weird too, because she’s supposed to be taking them in january but her mom wants her to take the SATs countless times. the class ends in march, lol. and they’re twice a month. on a saturday. this means that i have to cut my theory lessons often i also had to miss my winter concert which was today. i could’ve sung pretty songs! D;

so for winter vacation, my family and i are supposed to go upstate for three days to ski. should be fun. haven’t skiied in a while though. not since a few years ago when SNEEZE took me upstate with her dad on a ski trip. that was quite fun.

i haven’t started my homework yet. i don’t want to. until the very very end of tomorrow! and omg, yesterday…my math teacher wasn’t here. and she didn’t leave any work for us to do either. it was super amazing. as well as the day being friday. yayyyyyyy

alright, since it’s like almost four am, i should get to bed. even though i slept for like three hours before. i was mad tired. i was literally falling asleep standing up in a pet store when my mom was shopping for my dog, haha.

oh and i hugged some snow after SAT prep class. some got into one of my earphones. now it’s busted. and it works on and off. + lotsa scratchinessisms. = not good.

aiiiiiiight, time to go to bed  hahahaaaa. nightzzzzz

oh yeah, and tonight was the rerun of JOSH BROLIN and ADELE on SNL. it was pretty entertaining. next week is the one with uh, BEN AFFLECK and DAVID COOK. i remember that one! it was the one before halloween, i think. can’t remember, haha.

gblz!

i should be studying for us history. why am i not studying for us history?!?! i fail. December 19, 2008

so, instead of studying for my us history DBQ essay test tomorrow, i’ve decided to send a survey to CURLS and SNEEZE. here it is:

Say one nice thing about the person you dislike the most?: he’s entertaining.
Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?: eyes…!!!
Something you’re looking forward to in the next month?: uhm. like, nothing. or maybe that junior year is half over
Last person you gave up on?: don’t think it went over so well.
When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?: let them go. i guess i eventually try to catch up once in a while, but they’re gone.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?: not often. i run my mouth a lot though sometimes not on certain topics.
Is it hard leaving people behind?: depends.
Who was the last missed call?: zoe, but it was so i could get her number.
Is it possible that you could be pregnant right now?: ahahaha, no xD
Do you tend to fall for players/hoes?: uhh, no?
Are you mean?: i guess i can be, sometimes.  but i always feel bad D; so i try not to be! doesn’t work out, lol.
Is it cute when boys/girls kiss on the forehead?: uhh, not really.
Would you rather stay at other peoples’ houses or have them stay at yours?: stay at other peoples’ houses.
Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?: haha, it’s quite simple. (it’s called single, darling).
Do you remember the last person you were in a car with other then family?: uh, the driver? (i think it was a taxi or something) i can’t remember, lol.
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?: ahha sure.
Is there someone you’d like to fix things with?: eh, no.
What kind of mood are you in?: a chlorinated one. (speaking of which, i still need to shower and it’s been like, three hours since i got home. oopsie. )
What do you want right now?: excellent SAT scores, and a college far far away from USA.
Think of the last time someone stayed at your house, where is that person?: uh, at their house? iuno.  maybe at work, though she got laid off…???
Who was the last thing/person you took a picture with?: mariaisabel’s thing.
What are you doing tomorrow?: school. guitar lessons. sleeep.
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?: nope.
Name something you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?: angry rawr’ish fighting.
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?: nope. yay!
You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?: left shoulderblade. rat.
Is the last person you kissed mad at you?: i don’t think so.
Are you cheating on someone right now?: nope.
Would you ever get a tattoo?: maybe!
How many peircings do you want/have?: i have zero. i want one.
Just how many people do you have a thing for right now?: one.
If you took a drug test would you pass it?: ;D
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?: ha! relationships fail for me.
What are you listening too?: young folks by peter bjorn and john.
Day been rough?: it was alright. just mad that i fell asleep during all of us history.
Do you dye your hair?: once in a while.
Do you plan on going to college?: hahahaha…sure?
When was the last time you were sick?: september’ish/october.
Let’s be honest; have you ever been played by someone?: yep!
When you say you don’t care, do you mean it?: i suppose.
What woke you up this morning?: katherine calling my name.
Do you know anyone who has messed up your life?: myself! i don’t know, lol.
Can you read other peoples expressions?: nope.
What’s something that bothers you about girls?: i don’t have anything against girls.
Is something bothering you right now?: the fact that i should be studying for us history right now, but i’m not. psats. and everything else.
Would you go back in time to change something?: yes.  i would go get a slice of pizza.
What are you excited for?: WINTER BREAK. seriously.
At the moment are you cold?: i think my feet are.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?: cold weather.
Do you currently have a hickey ..?: nope, lolol.
Do you have a bad habit?: cracking knuckles. cracking everything that can be cracked, honestly. haha, cracking is a funny word. oh and sleeping a lot.
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they mean it?: my parents? i hope so, lol.
How’s your heart lately?: joyous.
What was the last thing you spent your money on?: i haven’t spent money in a long long time. (almost two weeks ago. who’s proud of me?) but i believe it was a frappucino.
What do you want?: pizza. and good grades.

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?: definitely.

Could you go a month without cursing?: probably.

Have you ever slept in someone else’s bed?: yep.

so, yeah i was bored. but now i realize all the shit i’ve got to do. so to it straightaway i am. farewell. i also have an italian project due after break rawr.

i can’t wait for christmas break :P December 15, 2008

so, there’s like, eight more school days before break. it cannot come sooner enough.

i’m doing my us history book report on harriet tubman right now and it’s more or less like, :yawn: get your point across. except i can’t do it. but i must. i need to finish it tonight before eleven pm, and right now it’s ten o’ eight pm. this guy that i’ve been stalking to no end is like, hot. and i’ve IMed him a few times and he’s like who is this and i’m like…change subject. but it’s fun. he also has the same us history teacher as i do so i asked him about it. he sent me to an MLA citing website. woo…

and i got a 41.5/50 on my italian test that i took monday. that means that i got a…um. 83/100. not bad, right? hopefully my final grade won’t go down. plus, it was also my worst two topics in italian. the piacere verb AND passato prossimo/imperfetto. good god. i’m impressed that i even got above an 80. and i took my math test on thursday also. but my teacher was mad nice and she was like, ohh i pity you guys. you can take it again! (this was the next day) and everyone was literally cheering. i have newfound appreciation for my math teacher. my physics test that was supposed to be on that thursday was moved to monday, which is tomorrow, which i hope i know enough so i can pass. i haven’t passed a single physics test this year. yet. rawr. it’s on work, energy, etc etc. i know it fairly well, more than i know the past topics we’ve been learning. i’ll review it during lunch tomorrow, i guess. oh, and i also have a us history DBQ essay test this friday. i do fairly better on those much more than thematic essays. which was my midterm, and i failed miserably on.

oh, and i’ve also had my period for like, over a week. it’s so freakin’ annoying. i haven’t been to swimming class in ages. it’s almost, uh. gone now. so maybe i’ll go tomorrow. and wednesday and thursday, coz i’ve missed so many classes. hahah.

also! the PSAT test wasn’t so bad. i didn’t even study. i wonder if passed the section 1 essay. you know the sad thing is, i used to be pretty good at writing essays and etc. since i’ve been in high school, my essays have sucked ass. but my math used to suck when i was in k-8th. but when i got to hs, i actually understood what the fuck math was about. and it went like that from freshman year to sophomore year. and now in the midst of my junior year, my most important year, i don’t understand a damn thing anymore. in fact, i don’t understand anything in any of my classes. ah well.

I BETTER SHAPE UP.  ‘coz i need a friennnd.

i should finish my us history book report now. i am PUMP’D.

ohh, and as for TV shows! SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE with HUGH LAURIE (from HOUSE) and KANYE WEST;; last one of year 2008! (btw can’t wait for new year’s. YES!) and it was AMY POEHLER’s last show she has to take care of her newborn son. i will miss AMY! she was most amazing. the rerun for next saturday is with JOSH BROLIN and ADELE. aha that’s the one with the SARAH PALIN rap in it. i saw the second half of that episode D;. at least now i can see the whole thing.

alright, for reals now. i shall finish my book report.

arrivederci ;D

report cards = >:K December 8, 2008

ugh, i got my grades on thursday.

my math, italian, and physics grade didn’t change (65, 88, 65)

my us history grade went down ten points; from an 80 to a 70.

and my english went down five; from an 85 to an 80.

i swear, it’s like all they care about is tests. um, shouldn’t school count for MUCH MORE than just that?! jesus fucking christ.

i went up in art (not much though), and in gym, which wonderfully does not count. i’m so fucking pissed. D;

so i realllly need to work harder. i hate this so much. like, i really am trying and i’m not getting anything out of it. i don’t understand.

i also have an italian test tomorrow. and then i have both a math and a physics tests on thursday. they just don’t stop giving, do they?

i went to my friend’s birthday dinner also. we had to pay for our food. i’m getting broke. ahh, my life is falling apart.

i have to finish homework

second marking period report cards on thursday :/ December 2, 2008

got some of my midterms back. don’t think they’re as good as they’re supposed to be! i only got the first part of my physics back, it was like a 28 out of 60 D;. and i got an 85 on my italian, a 58 on my trig, a 75 on my english (there was a counting mistake! hopefully my teacher LADGEHDAN will look over it and change it!), and i have no idea what i got on my us history alltogether, but i f’n bombed that crap. i need to work harder!

and then i still have to practice guitar (because i so didn’t over thanksgiving break) and swimming is almost over so i won’t have to freak out including that anymore. then my SAT classes start next week and i’m not even ready for that. i feel bad because even though i really need it, it’s mad expensive and it would be a waste if i didn’t improve at all. a waste as in my mom’s money and etc. i also have a tutor that i meet up with on sundays, so it’s like even more school involved shit. as well as that, i need to write a book report on a book i haven’t even picked out yet for us history and it’s due the fifteenth. i procrastinated the project, since she gave it out in like, october. and then i have to read a book that’s due by the end of the semester for english, which gives me some time…but still!! i also have to buy some book at the school store for english class and it’s like, twenty bucks. SUCH a waste of money. but i don’t want to risk failing anything, i’m already sick of school and all the issues that come with it.

well, if there is any brighter side to the story, i cut my hair. actually, my sister and mom did. it looks weird. i’ll get used to it.

and for thanksgiving break, i went to my aunt DRAQUI’s house in FWEELZ and i spent the entire time eating, and watching movies. i came in the middle of THE RINGER, and afterwards it was WALL-E, then IRONMAN, and finally, THE HULK 2.  they were all quite entertaining.

two days later, my cousin KAILNEY slept over! she didn’t want to go home because it was late, but she brought these two movies CRITTERS and CRITTERS 2 and they were like, amazing. i loved them. i don’t normally like scary movies, but this was quite epic and then afterwards, it was like, 12:30 so i managed to catch the rest of the SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE rerun, with ANNE HATHAWAY as the host and THE KILLERS as the musical guest. i love THE KILLERS. HUMAN is my utmost favorite song .

alright, i gotta start doin’ homework now. stress is not my best friend right now. GBYEE.

1:17 AM December 2, 2008

ahh, i wrote this a while ago, but i’m still kind of new to wordpress, so i clicked the save button by accident and i didn’t realize that the save button meant ‘drafts’. so this was written like, at least two months ago. read it anyway! it’s fun to go back into the past

so it’s like, two more days before halloween which falls on a friday this year. which means i have guitar lessons at 6. which means that i can’t do anything fun until 6:30, when my lesson ends. i also have to be in the area where my music school is, so i can’t wander and wish i was one of the trick or treaters on the streets. this reallllly sucks balls. i wish my mom put my lessons on a different date. plus, i haven’t had the time to actually practice guitar and i have a concert on november sixth. i’m also playing a song i’ve played before except i haven’t practiced at all. i’m so screwed.

also, i need to finish making my halloween costume which is difficult, because i’m knitting most of it. i’m going to be a sea monkey, so i’m using my thin white yarn to make a long tail (which is actually really short) and six other legs. i’m still on the first leg. and it’s not as long as i need it to be. i should really be trying to make it longer except…i’ve decided to vent out my frustrations on my blog instead! how lovely.

anyway, i didn’t actually have plans for halloween this year. over the past two years i’ve been trick-or-treating with SNEEZE and CURLS. but since SNEEZE has decided to live with her friend LUFLABU, she can’t just well say, ‘oh i’m trick-or-treating with other people. sorry you can’t come’. so she’s t-o-t with LUFLABU and LUFLABU’s brother NABRI, who by the way is like, 22. and SNEEZE hasn’t actually told me to my face (or online) exactly that she’s going out with him. except she told CURLS which is like, wow… oh and CURLS has a boytoy DAKAWU (jk, bf ). they’re cute together! ANYWAYY, back to the original story. so, i expected that CURLS was definitely going to spend her halloween with DAKAWU and i didn’t have anything to do. but i wanted to spend halloween with CURLS since i don’t get to see her nor SNEEZE as much. despite all the things that’s gone on in the past, but we’ve moved on! but she thought that i had other plans, and i told her i didn’t. she invited me anyway. i hope i don’t bother her spending time with DAKAWU much – i think i did a lot last time when we were eating at KESHIE a few weeks ago. so, yeah! my entire life drama, with others and alone. yay.

oh, and tomorrow, i have a physics quiz. i went to tutoring on tuesday and stayed in the building until like, 6:25. i also took mad notes to study from. i hope i pass. i have the class ninth period so maybe i’ll study sometime before in like us history or something. i plan to do italian hw during lunch. i don’t feel like doing it now

i feel like i should go to sleep soon. even though i slept for about three hours before, i’m still tired. i don’t understand – i should be pepped with energy! ah well. hm, i’m hungry. but i ate a lot during dinner. i want pasta! mm, pasta. mad filling, yet hella fresh’n gooood. I SLEEP IN FOUR MINUTOS. tis 1:41 right now lmao.

oh, i love painting my nails. i use sharpie and then i give it a clear coat. it’s so fun! i did it while taking notes for physics. yay! except…i didn’t do my right hand. i shall deal with later! i don’t understand why LYTAR isn’t talking to me. she’s a friend from the cruisee. she lives in SHOTTLE, so she’s like three hours behind. it’s almost 11PM there so i guess they’re doing homework. pity. i guess i was doing homework at 11 too, i can’t complain ahaha. but on the brighter side, it’s almost 2AM! i shall go to sleep noww. i will talk later, but probably not with as much gusto and spirit as i am now, ahaha.

i wonder if i’ll be in as good a mood later as well, lol.