there was no school today and i’m so fucking happy about it. i really don’t want to go to school ever again. unfortunately, the world created SATs, therefore meaning that i must live till such. AGH. and i’m still doing homework (us history) because i can’t find what thomas jefferson thought of the law enforcements. time to make up shit! 
and so. i used to have a deviantart to vent but certain people there were not meant to read it. which is why i shall vent here instead on my life.
i have these two really good friends. let’s call them SNEEZE and CURLS. we’ve been pretty tight since middle school, seventh grade. since we were the only ones put into the same class close enough. however, SNEEZE left towards the end of that year to a private school because she couldn’t take some of the teachers in the school anymore (i don’t blame her). CURLS and i stayed at that middle school till we graduated however.
i always had this issue with them. that year, i learned that SNEEZE likes to follow people. she has a tendency to befriend someone and copy everything they’re doing. not that it’s necessarily a bad thing – but she had done so to CURLS. and i was the one left out in the dust. i really am a sensitive whiny bitch about this, but i guess i deserve it. plus, i was always quiet and that’s most likely the reason why SNEEZE ‘lost interest’ in me and followed CURLS instead. this goes back to everytime we would have a conversation and i’d speak. they would just look at me and continue with the conversation (as if i’d never spoken). uhm. excuse me? mind if i talk, you listen? it used to happen a lot. it used to piss me off a lot too. but i never said anything about it. and i got the feeling that CURLS would tell SNEEZE that i was an attention whore for making a fuss about not being able to get a response.
the thing is about CURLS is that she has a bitchy side to her as well – i guess because she’s pretty, she’s got everyone fawning over her. and i guess all the people got to her. but then, she’d have this FUCK OFF attitude at times and use it by talking bad about people and loving how everyone would agree with her because they think she’s so cute. for example, SNEEZE was absent one day at school and we were talking about something in class. i mentioned something that was about SNEEZE, and CURLS went ‘omg, SNEEZE is such a liar’. i was seriously appalled. i mean, we were supposed to be pretty good friends. to talk about one another behind their backs was disgusting. it also made me wonder what they said about me as well. and the even more ridiculous thing was that we were in middle school. we were fucking 12/13 year olds. no tweenager needs fucking drama at that age. jesus christ. it’s like, please – we weren’t even in high school. get over it.
the thing is, though, CURLS and SNEEZE are still my friends. we still talk and i guess we matured in a way. however, i cannot talk about it here now, since i still have to finish my hw (FUCK THATT). but i promise to continue S+C (SNEEZE AND CURLS) drama tomorrow. we’re still in middle school era here, remember? [[now we're in junior year, high school;; and we haven't even taken the school provided PSATs yet]]
will write more tomorrow! or later.
bye! <33
oh yeah, make friends. add me. i love you! ;D
