dilation to eyes = failure. October 22, 2008

ah so i went to the eye doctor today. because i have glasses. and i want contacts. and the doctor (SNOGGLES) dilated my pupils. my eyes are still blurry i can’t see a damn thing. i also found out i have astigmatism. ahaha, horrah! xD

also, i have swimming at CAYVAUGHN at 6:45 today. the awful thing is, is that my apt buildings holds meetings at a bar (HAHVY) across the street about twice a year. there’s amazing free food and this dessert that i absolutely love. but it starts at 6:30 and i can’t chance my stomach on its capability to survive a fifteen minute meal and then go powerswimmin’ lmao. CAYVAUGHN’s close as well…but still!

i got my report card today also. i passed all of my classes! i was so surprised. i got a 65 in trig and physics, an 80 in us history and gym, an 85 in english, an 88 in italian, and 90 in sculpture and fashion. my average (not including my gym class) is 81.63%

and i had a physics test today too. i hope i did alright >< my teacher GIANFLAN is like “chdiufaihfda!” and our class is like ??!?!?! but i asked him what equation to use for the problem and he told me. i’m glad he helps ahha. my physics test would be worse than 65 then, lmao. but 65’s passing! so thumbs up for me.

and AMERICA’S NEXT TOP MODEL is on tonight! hollaz. LURVE that showw. even though it’s overrated and dramaticx430284712.

omgg i’m starting to get my clear eyesight back again. this is awesometastic. AND THE ELECTION IS IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS!! excitementexcitement. OBAMA FOR LYF. <3 <–one name i will not change and weirdify. coz i heartzles him and his plans. america’s so fucked. and OBAMA WILL CHANGE ITT. coz his change is change we can believe in ;D

S + C visited today! October 18, 2008

yeah, SNEEZE and CURLS visited today because i was sick. it was really really nice of them! they got me a STARBUCKS mocha frapp [they know it's my favorite. and a venti as well! that's like, $5.80 right there].  i don’t know – i’m glad that they’re my friends but sometimes the way they act piss me off. i guess it’s because that we’ve gone into seperate high schools (i’m at HAFARLIA, CURLS is at CRYVEISOIN, and SNEEZE is at BARPLE); we’ve matured and our new social lives are to blame

so, they visited me because i was sick/had allergies. ughh, i need more sleep. it’s also way too fucking hot at school. and at home. i’m so used to the cold weather since i’ve gone to seattle over the summer.

i got my tests back as well! i’m glad to say that i passed my english (though it’s an 80), and my physics (65! only after i multiplied by 1.25 because my teacher told me LMAO xD was a 52 before). unfortunately, i failed my us history (58) and my trig (61). but! my trig’s an improvement, because i got a 42 before. i’m so happy! ps – my trig teacher is evil. but i love my english and us history. my physics is like eh, because i don’t learn anything in the class. however, i still try. the marking period ended on tuesday – the report cards are coming out sometime this upcoming week. luckily, the first marking period doesn’t count

god, i can’t wait for halloween. and i wish i wasn’t sick. WHY AM I FUCKING SICK?! D; i should probably get to bed but i slept for an hour before. i saw NANCY DREW again (i saw it before with SNEEZE). the movie’s actually creepy. i hate suspense unless it’s a complete happy ending with no murders involved.

i feel like i should appreciate SNEEZE and CURLS more. i think i will – we’re gonna get betterrr, ahaha. they really are the closest things to best friends i’ve got.

i can’t wait for HSM 3 on sunday. JEEHNKAH (a friend from a cruise we went on in SHOTTLE) is supposed to see it with us. she hasn’t responded! i hope she answers back. :/

yay colombus day! October 14, 2008

there was no school today and i’m so fucking happy about it. i really don’t want to go to school ever again. unfortunately, the world created SATs, therefore meaning that i must live till such. AGH. and i’m still doing homework (us history) because i can’t find what thomas jefferson thought of the law enforcements. time to make up shit!

and so. i used to have a deviantart to vent but certain people there were not meant to read it. which is why i shall vent here instead on my life.

i have these two really good friends. let’s call them SNEEZE and CURLS. we’ve been pretty tight since middle school, seventh grade. since we were the only ones put into the same class close enough. however, SNEEZE left towards the end of that year to a private school because she couldn’t take some of the teachers in the school anymore (i don’t blame her). CURLS and i stayed at that middle school till we graduated however.

i always had this issue with them. that year, i learned that SNEEZE likes to follow people. she has a tendency to befriend someone and copy everything they’re doing. not that it’s necessarily a bad thing – but she had done so to CURLS. and i was the one left out in the dust. i really am a sensitive whiny bitch about this, but i guess i deserve it. plus, i was always quiet and that’s most likely the reason why SNEEZE ‘lost interest’ in me and followed CURLS instead. this goes back to everytime we would have a conversation and i’d speak. they would just look at me and continue with the conversation (as if i’d never spoken). uhm. excuse me? mind if i talk, you listen? it used to happen a lot. it used to piss me off a lot too. but i never said anything about it. and i got the feeling that CURLS would tell SNEEZE that i was an attention whore for making a fuss about not being able to get a response.

the thing is about CURLS is that she has a bitchy side to her as well – i guess because she’s pretty, she’s got everyone fawning over her. and i guess all the people got to her. but then, she’d have this FUCK OFF attitude at times and use it by talking bad about people and loving how everyone would agree with her because they think she’s so cute. for example, SNEEZE was absent one day at school and we were talking about something in class. i mentioned something that was about SNEEZE, and CURLS went ‘omg, SNEEZE is such a liar’. i was seriously appalled. i mean, we were supposed to be pretty good friends. to talk about one another behind their backs was disgusting. it also made me wonder what they said about me as well. and the even more ridiculous thing was that we were in middle school. we were fucking 12/13 year olds. no tweenager needs fucking drama at that age. jesus christ. it’s like, please – we weren’t even in high school. get over it.

the thing is, though, CURLS and SNEEZE are still my friends. we still talk and i guess we matured in a way. however, i cannot talk about it here now, since i still have to finish my hw (FUCK THATT). but i promise to continue S+C (SNEEZE AND CURLS) drama tomorrow. we’re still in middle school era here, remember? [[now we're in junior year, high school;; and we haven't even taken the school provided PSATs yet]]

will write more tomorrow! or later.

bye! <33

oh yeah, make friends. add me. i love you! ;D