Oh crap, it’s October. October 7, 2009

Ah, I can’t belive that I’ve skipped another month! It’s crazy how fast time goes by, although when I read my last post from August, it seems like a really long time ago. Also, this post will mark my first anniversary on this blog! Kind of a miracle, ain’t it? Even though I wrote about one entry per month. So sad, haha. Well, school has clearly started, and I’m officially a real senior! Shocker I still need to deal with my portfolio – my camera hasn’t been fixed yet, but I’ll use an earring or something. I also have to deal with my SATs, which I’m taking a class afterschool for on Tuesdays and Thursdays…they go from 4PM to 7PM on a class day and from 4PM to 8PM on a test day. It’s crazy!! But on the brighter side, I’m getting a little bit more organized and hopefully more dependant on other worthwhile matters. Like CURLS and SNEEZE for example. When I last wrote in August, I saw them a few days later and it was great. Unfortunately, my mom made last minute plans for vacation to New Orleans and Mexico for twelve days – this ruined the original plans I had with CURLS and SNEEZE in the next few weeks. So I haven’t been able to see SNEEZE at all since then, though I’ve seen CURSE an incredible amount of times…which was pretty awesome! She told me that we were so bad in keeping together in the past year and she wanted to see us at least once a week. So I’ve hung out with her past Friday and the Friday before that as well. However, the college process is getting to our heads and will probably interfere with our weekly determined plans D; but one can only hope…

Anyway, I just felt like sharing this! To continue from what I wrote in August, I set up that blog (today, actually) and wrote a first post about sculpture. Considering that my camera doesn’t work, and I don’t have any original pictures of my pieces, I only wrote an introduction post. The link is [[sculptasticdelight.blog.com]] I will hopefully let this blog know when I have written more posts on the sculpture blog.

On the topics of school – it’s officially been a month already. Thank god. Or actually, maybe not. Because of college, ugh. But still! My classes and schedule are both pretty decent – I made sure to drop science because I fucking hated Physics last year, oh my god (as you must have known!) Also, I couldn’t get into AP Environmental with my abysmal Physics grades, so there was really no point. I have Architecture as my art elective double period for this last sweet sweet year in high school and my teacher Viglis is pretty amazing! He’s really funny and he believes my artwork is trash ♥ I have Health afterwards because it’s a required course by law or something. I get free periods on Monday, Wednesday and Friday during sixth because of gym and I hang out with peoples in the caf. I also have lunch 8th pd, which I don’t go to at all. Well, rarely andd…AP Italian was cut everywhere so it doesn’t exist anymore. Fortunately, I will get ONE AP credit for the entire year when I take Italian once a week, counting towards college, maybe? Ah, I have a feeling that the school year may begin to get tough so I must stay focused and worked up! Or else my life is over and I will have to become a hobobette. YES off to homework I go.

I have a new blog! Oh yeah and welcome, August….D; August 7, 2009

But don’t worry, this one will stay updated even if it isn’t read by anyone. CURLS or CURSE recently showed me her own personal blog of her vegan baking which I thought was really cool. Not to have a blog (because I already have you), but to share her passion for baking vegan foods. I know that my own inkling of a passion at the moment is to make sculptures or a certain amount so I can update my portfolio and whatnot. I haven’t written anything in the blog except an introduction, but I will put up some new projects soon;; nothing old! Although it might be fun to throw that in to the intro as well…I will figure it all out in the long run!

BTW, SNEEZE is currently fixing her kiln into perfection;; we’re all waiting for an update. I’m glad that I’m friends with them though. I don’t think I should ever really complain about their lack of appearance/attendance in my life or their wild attitudes. I feel that I have better things to be concerned with than why my friends don’t pay attention to me. Such middle school behavior, but of course NOW I see it. Lol xD I’m not going to delete the old posts, because I like reading them and seeing how I’ve changed…as cliche as that may sound. If I ever feel that way again, I should always always always look back and read this blog. This is what the blog is for As for SNEEZE and CURLS, we’re making more of an effort of hanging out more. I wrote about how we had all met up that one time in October or something when both of them came over because I was sick. Honestly, that has been the last time we’ve all hung out together at once. All three of us. But we’ve planned out this upcoming month, where we’re going to be, what we can do, etc. I’m proud to say that we have a pretty sweet schedule going on. It’s been almost a year, which is very very sad But CURLS just came back from her trip to Europe where she visited London and Germany (Berlin, Munich, the works) and she brought back a lot of German chocolate…most of which I’ve consumed I can’t say that I can’t love my friends because I really do. It’s not because that I’ve barely hung out with them in such a long while. Times are changing, and I don’t want to lose the comfortable, stable, perfect friendship. I hope we stay together for a long time, hopefully life long!! I feel like this blog had a different point, but I went off on a tangent and now I’m too lazy to go back and try to figure out what the fuck I was talking about before.

Anyway, it is indeed 3:18 in the morning and I have work tomorrow. For sure, thank god it’s friggin Friday (technically tomorrow, but whatever). I feel like doing another one of those lists I’ve become so fond of creating. You know, for updates from what happened to me in the past. So…here we go!

1) I finally got my contact back; it was $199. I don’t know whether I have to pay my mom back or not, but oh wellzs. I can see again

2) I got volunteer work! I had to take the test four times before I could pass and the lady in charge, Ada, let me pass. awesome!

3) My camera shutter button is still broken, I need the camera for my portfolio…I’m very sad.

4) I finished the college prep class this past week and I have to see them tomorrow to talk about my future. I haven’t printed out my transcript, but I’ll just say that I couldn’t get a copy. Hopefully, they won’t bust a nut. ><

5) I see Tom Milsom a week from upcoming Saturday! I’m hella excited and I know you are, too <3 also, work ends on the 20th, which means double the excellence.

It is now 3:30 AM, and it’s time to go to bed. I keep thinking my parents are going to come in and yell at me for still being on the computer…I hear ruffling sounds outside and I think it is the sound of their pants swishing or their feet shuffling, but no. It is the sound of my dog itching himself. Oh! and he also has fleas, ticks, worms, something like that. He should be getting better though, the humidity of the summer is dying down. The humid weather in the city makes it harder for my poor puppy to live yes now would be an excellent time to sleep.

OMG one more thing, lol. I got my wisdom teeth taken out last Thursday and it’s been over a week and it still fucking hurts. I looked like John McCain for a while when I tried to smile…it’s getting better though! very slowly, but still! <3 alright good night for sure. hello August.

Hello internets of today. July 21, 2009

Well, it’s July 21st…I still need to start my art portfolio. But I’m working on it, so it’s all good. I’ve picked a couple of colleges (at last), all art and whatnot. My main goal is to create numerous pieces, around 16-20! Going to start thinking about and designing them soon SNEEZE has finally gotten back to me about having me use her kiln after weeks and weeks of asking. so that’s pretty good…Oh! It’s been like, a couple of weeks into my new job and despite the not so definite $$$, it’s amazing. The gig is only from 9 AM to 1 PM and we don’t have to do much. The lady who called me (aka my coworker) Gabi, is pretty freaking amazing. She’s so nice..and she gave my sister and I a phone charm each that she got from Japan. Even though we’ve only known her for two weeks. I might end up working there next year, I don’t care that much about losing my old job anymore YAY. And so anyway..a few things happened that I shall list. again

1) YT gathering @ Central Park in NYC called 789. Due to the fact that the event started on July 8th, 2009 (07/08/09) and ended on the 11th. I went on the 8th for like, ten minutes and left, because I didn’t have anyone else with me…These events are pretty intimidating if you’re not loud and friends with everybody at the event, lmao. But I went back, dragging my sister with me on the 10th and 11th, which was fun. CURSE came on the 11th also.

2) My contact broke – I took a nap and woke up…but then I rubbed my eye, and apparently the contact flew out of my eye and on to the ground below (I was on a loft bed). I only know that it landed on the ground, because my mother found it later and saw that it cracked in half. I’ve been wearing my glasses ever since (it’s been almost three weeks).

3) Past Saturday, I went with my old middle school friend (Cathy) that I rarely spoke to until recently to a concert in Central Park (I know, I absolutely love the park now. Never appreciated it as much before as I do at the moment…) It was good to catch up fully in person, since I HAD seen her a week or two before, but the meeting was extremely brief We went to Rumsey Playfield (which is a kind of stage thing) and saw Little Dragon, Chester French, and Q-Tip. A DJ named Benji B was also there as a star, but no one really acknowledged him, haha poor guy. But I took numerous pictures and videos. ALSO, my camera’s shutter button broke at the time, so I need to get it fixed in time to take pictures of my work and send them in as my portfolio to the colleges. Oy.

4) Mmm, what else…I finished my Critical Reading classes in Brooklyn (yesterday), and today was my second class of College prep or something like that. I fell asleep in a class of about five other kids. It was kind of boring, despite the importance of all the info I needed to know. Um yeah, this wasn’t interesting. D;

5) Oh! I’m dragging my sister to go watch another concert in Central Park – this guy is from the UK and is known as Tom Milsom (aka hexachordal on YT). His stuff is pretty amazing, go check him outt. It’s sometime in August, so yay. In Strawberry Fields as well,

I think that is all that’s up with mee. I think I might choose a college in California, since I spent my entire life on the east coast. My biggest wish right now is that I finish all this college shit on time. And that summer lasts much much much longer than it’s supposed to. WHY IS IT FUCKING HALF OVER? D;

it’s it’s it’s….JOO-RAI! :) July 5, 2009

It’s finally July! I got my regents back, and I didn’t do so well on them, but oh well. I got a 59 on my Physics (yikes lol), a 77 on my Italian, and an 84 on my English. I’m rather please, haha I’ve decided to capitalize everything now…because I’m like that! I don’t know, argh. My mom signed me up for a reading class that is only five weeks long, and once a week, so it’s not that bad. It’s every Monday and since tomorrow’s Monday…well, I haven’t started doing my homework yet.

Also, I lost my job this summer, the one where I work as a camp counselor at a kids day camp every year. I didn’t go to either of the two required orientations, so my boss said I couldn’t work Luckily, I can work next summer, since I’ve worked at the camp before. Just not this time…which kind of sucks, since I need the money and I was JUST about to get $8 per hour. I work ten hours every day, and eventually the cash adds up. Don’t ask me why I didn’t go to orientation…too embarrassing, even though it totally wasn’t my fault (was my sister’s, I swear). But I think the thing that bothers me the most about not working at the camp this summer is that I promised my friend that I would work there this time, and she wasn’t going to. And I was going to be in her group…but she’s alone! She’s pretty pissed at me I feel really bad about her having to work with no point in really working (except for the $$$, but that’s beside the point). As for me, my boss (who’s a pretty chill guy) felt bad and he hooked my sister and I up at another place to set up some stuff. The lady in charge called me and wasn’t too specific…but whatever. At least it’ll be something I can do this summer – I have been so BORED. I will be starting that job tomorrow. The hours will be shorter, and I’m actually not even sure if I’m going to be paid. It might just be volunteer work, lol.

I also haven’t started working on my portfolio, which I know I totally need to. I’ve contacted SNEEZE about this, but she hasn’t started setting up the kiln yet. So I’ll talk to her about this…SOON, I hope. I realllyreallyreallyx342041 need to start this. Like OD Speaking of volunteer work, I’ve been busy hunting down lots of it. I hope I get through to some people about working for them, because that will look good on my resume also! And I think some is required for college. Oh, the things I have to do before I graduate. I wish I could just press forward and skip to a life of success, cash, and happiness. But of course that would be cheating. And it would find a way to bite me back in the ass. Because karma is no doubt obviously a bitch. I need a cupcake.

So I’m done updating this sad blog (but I still love writing it <3) and pouring out my emotions. I’ll find another way to deal with my stress. But in the meantime, this will have to do. I can’t believe it’s July…time is going way too fucking fast. I hope I don’t cry. BUT I’M NOT EMO, I SWEAR

gah! June 17, 2009

holy shit, again i skip another month! meaning that i skipped may ahah. aka mah brinklesday

but it’s june now…and school ended two days ago! (monday), therefore finals have ended and regents have started. i have english regents (pts 1 + 2) to take as well as italian and physics. i took the pt 1 for english today, and the second tmrw. i’m kinda scared…though i think i did okay today. yes! i know for sure that i’m not ready for either italian nor physics – both of which are next week. but one thing is definite…JUNIOR YEAR IS FUCKING OVER! which means…that i slave away to my growing (not so much) portfolio over the summer, i make pretty, and it comes out like a gorgeous third child hopefully by somewhere in fall/earlyearlyearly winter of senior year. even worse, i still have no idea which college i want to go to, even though i’m open to pretty much anywhere that would take me…COMMUNITY COLLEGE! <3 lmao jpjp. but my mom wants me to go to SYRACUSE <–one of the many SUNYs. it’s upstate, meaning that it’s not in the city (manhattan, etc) but that’s okay. she wants me to major in ecology or something. i want to go into sculpture though, but the major downside would be the difficulty of making a living off of sculpting. apparently, sculpture’s brother (or sister, whatever) architecture is more successful…but the involvement of physics! (jesus christ) and the extreme years and tests that i would have to sacrifice to get a degree, etc. totally not my road. so my mom suggested landscape architecture, which would include the design of gardens and public areas, i suppose. which isn’t half bad, because i could throw some of my sculptures in the park and whatnot. diggin’ it oh, and the major in ecology would have some influence on my knowledge in placement of wildlife in the gardens…<–um, okay. i figure that my biology grades would totally fail in majoring in ecology, but if my mother has that kind of hope…whatever. i have three future occupations: 1) sculptor/landscape architect (??) 2) starbucks barista (think about all the coffee on discount! <333 like zomg haha) and 3) HOBO…i think the latter is a win.

and so, i haven’t done that much in the times that have passed…okay so maybe a bit. i’ll try to sum it up in as few words as possible. or even better, another list!

1) went to the YOUTUBE downloaded event in manhattan. loved it. can’t stop bragging about it hahaha. met SMOSH, MICHAEL BUCKLEY, KEVJUMBA, and many others. am now currently following all of them on twitter. /purlywhirls! hook me up…

2) celebrated my birthday with my sister’s friends, because CURLS and SNEEZE ( lol, they’re not my only friends, just closest) were “out of town.” wasn’t bad, as my sister’s friends are pretty awesome. we saw STAR TREK which was also pretty awesome. that was the second time i’d seen it got some nice presents, too (<3)

3) attended the ASTHMA WALK in manhattan (yeah alright, i live in manhattan hahah <–not bragging! just honesty. swear ;D) with my mom and our neighbor. was pretty interesting, except didn’t walk all the way. they’re more lazy than i am, lol

4) just stepped on a thumbtack. it was terrible, hahha.

and so yeah, i think i’ve pretty much covered everything! and as for news to come, i’ve got all those regents coming up (meaning tomorrow and those next week), my cousin’s graduation to attend tomorrow night, my other cousin’s wedding to attend on saturday afternoon, some reading class starting next week, and work (as camp counselor again!) at this horrid camp. so yeah, i’m stock full of shit for the next few months and so. will be constantly updating through twitter, so if i don’t write (love how i’m pretending that people actually read this lolol) follow me on twitter. i feel like i’m forgetting something, can’t remember what…oh well. i’m DONE!

ah it’s been too long :( half a semester already!! April 16, 2009

soo, speaking of which…MIDTERMS JUST ENDED!! all of which i failed. but the best part was that we have a week and a half long break aka spring break! and here i am, halfway through that break (less than four days left!!) and i haven’t done a damn thing. i got my SAT scores back (1559 haha), which my mom isn’t too pleased about, so i was supposed to use this free time to study for my second SAT. but i’m doing english homework! and procrastinating. i asked CURLS and SNEEZE if we could chill, but CURLS never answered to either of us. errr D; UPDATE : like, twenty minutes later. she just did she was on a college trip, visiting colleges and such and will be free tomorrow! yayy! now i won’t be at home bored…hahah

so anyway, i’ve developed a large obsession with the band PETER BJORN AND JOHN, only starting wayyy back when i was semi stalking that guy i mentioned in a past entry. i noticed that he set his AIM status to his current iTunes song, so i thought OMG i want to listen to all the songs he listens to! (because i’m sad, i know). so that current song just happened to be YOUNG FOLKS by P B AND J.  so i found the music video on youtube and i absolutely loved it. i then downloaded it and added it to my playlist. and i thought that was it. over. ….ahh, but no. i also happened to read these book series called PRETTY LITTLE LIARS by SARA SHEPARD, and i became obsessed with one of the main characters aria montgomery, but more or less with the book. and then i went to the book’s website and found all of the main characters on facebook, then continued to add them to my friends on FB. hahaha, now i have motivated my entire life towards dressing like aria montgomery, listening to aria montgomery’s favorite music, acting like aria (not a success), and etc. YES, i will say it again, i’m an ultimately sad person. but one of aria’s favorite bands are P B AND J, and since i already held a mini kinship with it, i added myself to their mailing list so i get constant updates on whatever. as a matter of fact, i downloaded tons of aria’s music and made a new playlist on iTunes, which i am now currently listening to. and P B and J’s new album LIVING THING. unfortunately, i have the CD, but i lost the cover to it. i’ve been searching frantically, with no success. ARGH D;

but enough about new bands and such. multiple SNL episodes have passed by and they have all been quite excellent. the recent one was with host ZAC EFRON (movie 17 AGAIN, like OMG. hahhah xD) with musical guest YEAH YEAH YEAHS. heart them! next week is supposed to be ‘BEST OF AMY POEHLER’ kind of thing, so i hope that will be fun unfortunately, i haven’t been able to catch her new show PARKS AND RECREATION, but it’s on tonight, so maybe i’ll go watch it! if my mom doesn’t jump down my ass.

well, i should probably finish my english homework and other homeworks, though this has been much too fun…lmao.

AND I HAVEN”T WRITTEN SINCE FEBRUARY! I COMPLETELY SKIPPED MARCH! jesus. OCD. lolol. it makes sense, i suppose. just because march was a hella stressful month. wait until senior year! college apps. ahhh, i don’t want to think about it. then it’s college. my whole life is flashing before my eyes! or whatever the thing is. but i promise i will still be here, writing. decently. at least once a month. yes?

it’s been a while! February 10, 2009

ah, it’s a new semester. and boy do i have a lot of things to say.

so i got switched out of my math teacher’s class and into a new one, which is alright. i’ll definitely miss my friends in my old math class, but i have friends in the new one, horrah! and my sculpture teacher went on a sabbatical and now we have a new one. unfortunately, we’ll actually have to do work now, coz before we didn’t do anything lol. hm, what else…my computer broke and now i’m using my mom’s mini one. as a matter of fact, i’m using it right now and i can’t see a damn thing. well, enough to acknowledge what little i am writing. i have concluded that my english teacher hates me because i keep falling asleep in his class. but it’s so hard not to, does he not understand that? we’re reading frankenstein by mary shelley btw. good stuff. so far. i’m only on page 31 (first page of chapter one, haha). i’m supposed to read up to chapter four by tomorrow. ah well, i’ll do it during lunch. oh, as for knitting, i finished that devil/kitty hat in that book – i made a devil one for myself, and then i made another for my sister (a kitty one). now i’m making the socks pattern called PIPPI KNEESTOCKINGS by THERESA V. STENERSEN. i’ve done like, a small version of one sock. which i’m not done with, lmao. got a long way to go. i’m taking the SATs next month! so scared. and i’m supposed to write a term paper by next month as well. ahh, damn. i’ll be glad when i get past college apps.

oh, as for SNL…BRADLEY COOPER was on! he was pretty entertaining, though i don’t know any movies he’s been in except for the oh so recent HE”S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU. the musical guest the past week was JASON MRAZ. heart that man. as for next week, it’s ALEC BALDWIN (when is it not him? lmao ) and the musical guests are THE JONAS BROTHERS. good god. i’ll have fun watching that….they were at the grammy’s also, which i believe now to be a complete waste of time. the oscars > the grammy’s, always.

i gotta finish knitting my sock, and then maybe i’ll take pictures of my finished knittnig projects and put ‘em up. but another time! coz my new mini computer actually has a camera built in this time. horrah! so…ttfn!

on edge. January 19, 2009

ahh, i don’t have much to say, except…OBAMA’s getting inaugurated on tuesday! finals are over as well – i got my italian final back already and i got an 89.5 i hope i passed all my others. it’s kind of a hard bet with my math, physics, and us history. i took the psats again this saturday, i pretty much f’d up on it..ahhh oh boy. i also still have homework that is due on tuesday – we get monday/tomorrow off because of MLK day. also, SNL recently had an episode with NEIL PATRICK HARRIS as host (musical guest TAYLOR SWIFT), they mentioned the show he used to be on a long time ago (‘89 – ‘93) called DOOGIE HOWSER, MD. i can’t stop watching the reruns on imdb.com. totally addictive, haha. yesterday’s show was hosted by ROSARIO DAWSON, and the musical guest was the band FLEET FOXES. i expected better of ROSARIO (mimi from RENT! <33), but SNL most definitely have had their bad times and good times. next week’s a rerun with JOHN MALKOVICH and TI. haha what fun.

i knitted a hat! thanks to the sewing class i was unsure to attend before. but it’s not that bad, considering that there are only four classes, each an hour and a half long. also, once a week (being monday), and not far from where i live. it uses the rib stitch and is like a beanie hat. the pattern is in a book called STITCH N’ BITCH – THE KNITTER’S HANDBOOK by DEBBIE STOLLER. it is the one called ‘HOT HEAD‘, by ALEX ZORN. i chose my own different colors, though. if i get a chance to take a picture of it, i’ll put it up. i’m going to make another hat in the book called ‘ADULTS-ONLY DEVIL HAT AND OFFICIAL KITTYVILLE HAT‘, by KITTY SCHMIDT. it looks hard but fun nevertheless.

i’m going to start doing my homework now – i have to write a report for sculpture class. yippeee.

YAY HAPPY NEW YEAR! reppin’ 2009 :D January 1, 2009

and so, it is a new year. 2009! how exciting. and i’m spending my first few minutes of it (like, after i woke up from 3 AM last night, so i guess not really, but whatever) doing my homework. UGH. way to go back into reality, huh? and i was really bored, so i decided to talk for a bit. then i realized i can’t spill much of what happened unless i mention brand names. ahh. well, i didn’t do much the past few days. i spent all of it with my mom . CURSE and SNEEZE are doing their own things, but i texted happy new year to them and they texted back saying the same. i spent my new year watching 27 DRESSES and went out at around 12:30 to go walk my dog with my sister, who met up with some random senior at our school. apparently, he’s “annoying” and “small”. he went to our middle school as well. anyway, i went to numerous things with my mother over the past few days. i went to some gallery in a different borough for my italian class project, to the library (oh what fun) and then to a certain toy store where i got a certain designer toy. i’m too lazy to come up with fun names for them, lol. i also went to a small theater to watch a play about the irish partaking in world war two. with atom bombs and probability. <-ew math. and science.

i suppose i should go back to finishing my homework. YAY it’s 2009. mad exciting :D and OBAMA will be in office by the 20th! BUSH has like, 19 days until his ass gets kicked out of the white house. thank you jesus.

my mom’s signed me up for this knitting class and the required materials for the class should alone be $60. i can’t spend any more money!! my sister has taken nearly $200 bucks from my bank account, and i also have to take out about $100 so i can pay back my mom for the $40 i used to spend on my friend (which was a complete waste, she wasn’t even grateful), then another $25 because i had agreed to give my sister a christmas present (probably a silly idea by now) and she got these plastic strips that are “protecting” her phone. um. yeah. then my mom gave my jacket to my grandma and told her that she was to charge me $5 for every button to sew onto my jacket. there was three. oh, but then there was the loop to hang my jacket up. that’s broken too! i suppose we have to fix it. another $5. this HAS to mean that i’m not paying for some dinner which was the original idea for me to pay back our grandmother. i want to save my money. so if i’m not going to college, i’m running away to italy. i can’t wait to get away from this madhouse. my mom doesn’t even have any $$ saved for my sister and i to get into college. she must be fucking crazy. what happened to all the $1000 my grandmother gave us each for our birthdays? “donated away” to my mom’s ridiculously collection of designer handbags? oh yeah, there’s coach, kate spade, prada, the works. she doesn’t even use all of them. and then she gives them away. oh, how lovely. this is exactly why i’m running away to italy. if she thinks i can get a scholarship into college without ANY money at all, she must be fucking insane. even I”M saving my bank account $$ for college. because there’s no freakin’ way i’m getting into college with a scholarship. my grades are really bad. and yes, it is all my fault. but i wasn’t aware. about all this $0. and she still wants to spend $$ on pointless things. like my guitar lessons. because i’ll “thank her in the future”. i don’t even like guitar. and i’ve been forced to take it since i was six years old. and she COMPLAINS how much money it is, how much it’s costing her. and then i tell her that i don’t even like it, why is she spending $$ on me for it then? and then she says, “oh, because i want to torture you.” WHAT THE FUCK. there is sometimes also, “i don’t want you to be doing nothing on a friday (the day my lessons are).” um. i can hang out with friends. it’s not like i see them all the time anymore.  besides, i think the money i’ll be spending when i’m with them will be WAY LESS then the cash you spend on me every week for HALF A FUCKING HOUR. it’s been like, ten years. of guitar class. and they’re wasted. i don’t care, i’m not picking up a guitar in my future. and i haven’t really even learned anything. it’s a complete waste of timee (though i must have said it quite often). but she still “wants to torture me”, and thinks that i will “thank her in the future”. jesus christ.

i really need to finish homework now. i ttyl! when i’m gone from this godforsaken house.

back from skiing. December 28, 2008

well, i tried snowboarding. that fucking hurt. i’m aching all over, and i didn’t even try. i went skiing the first day i arrived at destination and then i went to a different slope. i tried snowboarding there and everything was awful. i even took the lessons the lodge provided and i failed at that too, haahha. but i suppose it was worth it. it was still quite fun. but i woke up the next day (this morning) and my body was like JFDOIEJFOE. and it still is! i didn’t even go to the mountains today. our hired driver (because my parents are too cranky to drive us all around) drove us to several outlets on the way back home and that wasn’t so bad. i drank a lot of coffee on the trip and saw THE TALE OF DESPERAUX the first night. it was really cute. i love mice/rats. hence my weblog name.

well, i should start studying for my SATs, as i have not yet started. and…i’m too lazy. i want to watch a movie. except. SNL starts in an hour. and my sister’s banging on the piano. BLAGH. alright, i ttyl! byee.